What God Means To Me...

Just a couple of quick thoughts here...

Or maybe more than a few quick thoughts...as I get going...

I went to a church tonight....a seemingly unorthodox one that I have been looking at for a while...

It used to be a movie theatre...

And it just happened to be beside my favorite bar...

I walked inside and it was empty....

Or so it seemed...

I was partly in when a young, middle aged man...I'm guessing about 35...

Came out of an office....

To see what I was up to....

What I was up to was a place to teach...

Hegel's Hotel....

But I didn't tell him that...

He showed me the place...

A smaller forum that used to be a movie theatre...

And then a larger forum where the main services were/are held...

On Sunday mornings and Wednesday nights

(During the summer when people go away for the weekend)

I said I had a background in philosophy...

And was interested in the history of his particular denomination...

We got into some discussion about the religious history...

Of his particular denomination....

A name I can't remember because it was three large words...

That I was not familiar with...

Sounded like it was a deviation from the Catholic Church...

Then the Protestant (United) Church (that was my denomination as a child growing up)...

Maybe a couple more deviations off of that...

Kinda like deviations from Freudian Psychoanalysis...

He called it a conservative church, casual and contemporary...

I said that sounded more like a 'liberal' church -- flexible....

Which sounded good to me...

We found out we had different definitions of 'conservative' and 'liberal'...

Relative to religion...

We got into a rhetorical argument around the parable of Abraham...

And both agreed that we didn't want to get into a righteous argument...

I asked him who the priest or minister of the Church was...

And he said he was....He was the Pastor....

We both agreed to disagree on our Biblical differences of opinion...

The only one I get passionate about -- like Kierkegaard (Fear and Trembling) --

Is the God, Abraham, and Issac Parable....

I get very passionate on that one...

I have no place for a betraying father...

I have to look partly into my own conscience on that one...

And the ambivalent love-hate relationship I had with my father...

Growing up...

Nor, do I have any place for....

An arguably 'anal-sadistic' God...

Who values 'submission to authority'...

Over independent, critical thought...

And a father's supposed love for his son...

We left that argument...

He introduced himself as Fred...

And I may take in one of his Wednesday night...

Or Sunday morning sessions...

I will simply punctuate this brief little essay...

By saying...

That for me...

Religion should be...first and foremost...

About caring for people....

Engaging people....

Helping them to find...

A more involved...

And meaningful, spiritual place in the world...

All the arguments in the world...

About how to interpret the Bible...

The Scripture...

Or any other sacred manuscript...

From any other religious denomination...

Is worth nothing....

If we don't care about...

And engage with people...

This fits with my 'Attachment-Detachment Theory'...

The first and foremost goal of any psychotherapy...

And/or any religion...

Should be to 're-attach' people...

Who have become 'detached'...

Who have lost their place in the world...

Their relationships in the world...

Their meaning in the world...

And that comes, first and foremost...

From caring about people...

And re-engaging people...

Into productive, meaningful relationships...

In a world of narcissistic, unethical...

Capitalism Gone Mad...

We need something...

And someone(s) to help restore their trust...

And faith in people...

 For me,

Trust and faith in God...

Is a secondary, arguable, issue...

Personally, I don't believe in...

Submission to anyone...

Submission is counter-productive to...

Self-empowerment....

And critical, independent thinking...

Submission to authority invites...

Self-exploitation by the dominant authority figure...

I now prefer to call myself a...

Dialectic-Humanistic-Existential-Pantheist...

Like Spinoza...my main mentor here...

In conjunction to Schelling and Hegel...

I believe that there is a piece of God...

In everything and everyone...

Which of course includes...

The person...

Standing...

Or sitting...

Right beside you...or me...

Seek and ye shall find...

A piece of God in yourself...

And in the person...

Right beside you...

Of particular importance...

Is the person who has lost his or her...

Particular way...

Not in the usual religious sense...

Of losing faith in God...

As in losing faith in any God above us...

For better or worse, a lot of people have done that...

That's why we have heretics, atheists, agnostics, pantheists, deists...

And the list keeps going

In the realm of 'meta-physics'....

Everything is speculative...

And beyond any normal sense of the word 'provable'...

No, when I am talking about 'lost faith'...

I am talking about having lost faith...

In one's self...

And in one's relationships...

And in one's life....

And in one's meaning and passion...

For life....

Here, from my perspective...

We all need to re-connect...

At least to the extent that...

We have lost this connection...

With our Spiritual-Congruent Self...

Our Phenomenology of Spirit...

The God in each of us...

The God between us...

I and Thou...

Here and now...


-- dgb, Aug. 14, 15, 2012

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From Wikipedia...

Pantheism....

Pantheism is a word derived from the Greek (pan) meaning "all" and the Greek (theos) meaning "God". It is the view that everything is part of an all-encompassing immanent God,^[1] or that the Universe (or Nature) and God (or divinity) are identical.^[2] Pantheists thus do not believe in a personal, or anthropomorphic god. As such, pantheism denotes the idea that every single thing is a part of one Being ("God") and that all forms of reality are either modes of that Being or identical with it.^[3] The central ideas found in almost all pantheistic beliefs are the view of the Cosmos as an all-encompassing unity, reverence for the Cosmos, and recognition of the sacredness of the Universe.

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